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15 th ENHCC Consultation 2018, Blankenberge, Belgium Daniel H. Grossoehme, DMin, MS Cincinnati Children s Hospital Medical Center, Cincinnati, OH USA daniel.grossoehme@cchmc.org Good


  1. 15 th ENHCC Consultation 2018, Blankenberge, Belgium Daniel H. Grossoehme, DMin, MS Cincinnati Children ’ s Hospital Medical Center, Cincinnati, OH USA daniel.grossoehme@cchmc.org Good morning. I’d like to thank Anne Vandenhoek, Ewan Kelly, and the European Network of Health Care Chaplains For the invitation to be here with you and to speak today, And to thank Axel Liegeois and Simon Evers For their logistical support. I was intrigued by the title of this talk I was being asked to give, Because it would help me do some reflective work and think about things I had not thought about in a while. Preparing this talk was also a reflexive work, As I became aware Of how my experiences shape the Interpretation and meaning I give to clinical encounters, And how they shape me And my beliefs. 1

  2. 15 th ENHCC Consultation 2018, Blankenberge, Belgium Daniel H. Grossoehme, DMin, MS Cincinnati Children ’ s Hospital Medical Center, Cincinnati, OH USA daniel.grossoehme@cchmc.org Let me share some of those experiences to set the context for what follows. I am the surviving older brother. And in what is at least ironic, Or perhaps God’s sense of humor, The first infant I was called to baptize, When I was a chaplain resident, Had the same congenital cardiac anomaly as my brother — And I now work at the same hospital Where my brother was cared for And where he died in 1967. My undergraduate degree, and my first research experience Is in astrophysics. Science was always my favorite class in school, And I pursued various experiments in a basement laboratory 2

  3. 15 th ENHCC Consultation 2018, Blankenberge, Belgium Daniel H. Grossoehme, DMin, MS Cincinnati Children ’ s Hospital Medical Center, Cincinnati, OH USA daniel.grossoehme@cchmc.org During the day and with a telescope outside at night. It’s a small miracle that I didn’t blow our house up! I am a priest in the Episcopal Church, part of the worldwide Anglican Communion. I have always been affiliated with a congregation where I worship And been an Assisting Priest, But I have never been employed in a parish. I have spent the past 26 years as a pediatric hospital chaplain, And I was trained, as virtually all American chaplains are, Through a Clinical Pastoral Education (CPE) program. With those experiences acknowledged, I hope that what I have to offer will make a bit more sense. With my background in both science and theology, It’s probably not surprising that I find my calling as a healthcare chaplain, And currently work in one of the larger academic research 3

  4. 15 th ENHCC Consultation 2018, Blankenberge, Belgium Daniel H. Grossoehme, DMin, MS Cincinnati Children ’ s Hospital Medical Center, Cincinnati, OH USA daniel.grossoehme@cchmc.org Hospitals in the United States. Working in an environment that focuses On the pursuit of knowledge, And listening to peoples’ stories As their chaplain, I’ve come to learn to love the questions. There are the theologians we read in seminary, And then there are those opportunities To grapple with theology at the bedside. And it happens there to me far more frequently than in a parish, Which is why I continue to enjoy being a chaplain. I can only recall one instance where I have been asked, As a priest in the parish, Where someone explicitly started a conversation with me Because she had a question about God. But the questions come up much more frequently At the bedside, 4

  5. 15 th ENHCC Consultation 2018, Blankenberge, Belgium Daniel H. Grossoehme, DMin, MS Cincinnati Children ’ s Hospital Medical Center, Cincinnati, OH USA daniel.grossoehme@cchmc.org And they seem to arise in the context of distress. After listening to those questions, it seems to me that we suffer in part because we are asking the wrong questions. For some people, asking any question of God, Or questioning their faith, Is the wrong question and the source of distress. For other people, the questions they ask have no answer. The beliefs they have held for years don’t have an answer Or know how to respond to a crisis or tragedy, And they are in distress because they can’t imagine An alternative, new belief That might help them understand What they are going through. An analogy that occurred to me, 5

  6. 15 th ENHCC Consultation 2018, Blankenberge, Belgium Daniel H. Grossoehme, DMin, MS Cincinnati Children ’ s Hospital Medical Center, Cincinnati, OH USA daniel.grossoehme@cchmc.org And perhaps this makes the most sense in a pediatric hospital, Is that the questions or distress are signs That the old way of using our beliefs Isn’t working anymore, We haven’t quite figured out new beliefs that work. I liken the situation to what happens to our bodies: By the time one is 17 years old, our body doesn’t look like it did At 17 months, or 7 years. Our brains are capable of thinking differently Than they did as infants and children, So why should we expect our spiritual selves To remain the same while the rest of who we are Is changing and growing? Another aspect of suffering for the wrong reasons 6

  7. 15 th ENHCC Consultation 2018, Blankenberge, Belgium Daniel H. Grossoehme, DMin, MS Cincinnati Children ’ s Hospital Medical Center, Cincinnati, OH USA daniel.grossoehme@cchmc.org Is suffering because our understanding of God is too small. I think here of adolescents I have worked with On inpatient or residential psychiatry units Who believe that by their suicide attempt, They have committed “the unforgiveable sin . ” Already depressed enough to attempt suicide, They are now left without hope, Having grown up To believe in a God Who is a Judge, And who punishes. During their hospitalization, we would begin to wonder, If they could imagine a God who felt sad for them, Instead of mad at them, Or a God who could be scared for them or Even glad for them. We would wonder how their life 7

  8. 15 th ENHCC Consultation 2018, Blankenberge, Belgium Daniel H. Grossoehme, DMin, MS Cincinnati Children ’ s Hospital Medical Center, Cincinnati, OH USA daniel.grossoehme@cchmc.org Might be different If their image of God was bigger. Sometimes it is our experience of the Church acting in small ways. When I was interviewing for my first chaplaincy job, One of the interviewers was the head of psychology at the hospital, Who explained that her son had died as an infant, Just a few weeks short of his baptism in the church. It was to be a big family and church celebration, The special foods from their ethnic culture were already in the freezer, And then he died of Sudden Infant Death Syndrome. In the hospital’s emergency department, she asked to have him baptized. The priest from her congregation was out of town, The hospital at that time had no chaplain on staff — I was interviewing to be their first — 8

  9. 15 th ENHCC Consultation 2018, Blankenberge, Belgium Daniel H. Grossoehme, DMin, MS Cincinnati Children ’ s Hospital Medical Center, Cincinnati, OH USA daniel.grossoehme@cchmc.org And they began to call other clergy in the city on the phone To see if someone would come in. One clergyperson did come in, and told her he would not baptize the child, Explaining in what the mother remembered as a very patronizing way, that the church’s sacraments are for the living, and weren’t appropriate for the dead. And so her interview question, was, of course: “If you had been the chaplain with me in the Eme rgency Department, Would you have baptized my son?” Can our vision of what it means to be the church Move outside the narrow rules So that we do not add to human suffering? Can the church be big enough To hold and heal my pain? 9

  10. 15 th ENHCC Consultation 2018, Blankenberge, Belgium Daniel H. Grossoehme, DMin, MS Cincinnati Children ’ s Hospital Medical Center, Cincinnati, OH USA daniel.grossoehme@cchmc.org Obviously, that interview question made a significant impression on me, And I carry it with me as a reminder of what I think Being a chaplain means. Can we as chaplains be big enough — Big enough to be a container to hold other people’s Strong emotions? Big enough to create space for someone To ask their questions? Big enough to step outside The rules And allow God To be with us? Sitting with adolescents and adults in distress from asking, Why? Why my child? Have I committed the unforgivable sin? Will you offer a prayer or ritual to reconnect me to God? 10

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