Duda (Doubt) and Psychological Wellbeing: Differentiating Psychologically Healthful and Non-healthful Doubting
Divine Love A. Salvador Department of Psychology University of the Philippines — Diliman PAP Conference 2016
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Duda (Doubt) and Psychological Wellbeing: Differentiating Psychologically Healthful and Non-healthful Doubting Divine Love A. Salvador Department of Psychology University of the Philippines Diliman PAP Conference 2016 Email.
Divine Love A. Salvador Department of Psychology University of the Philippines — Diliman PAP Conference 2016
✤ construct definition: ✤ duda (doubt) ✤ psychological wellbeing ✤ method details ✤ psychologically healthful v. non-healthful doubting ✤ hypotheses-testing
✤ Duda — interim conceptual definition: ✤ Duda is the intra-personal experience of felt contradiction, especially
as it relates to profound personal issues that make up the nagdududa’s ultimate concerns.
✤ Pagdududa is the psychological experience of being in this
dissonant state:
✤ characterized by ostensibly competing cognitions and emotions; ✤ the nagdududa is driven to resolve his or her pagdududa.
✤ a construct indicating eudaemonic wellbeing ✤ Ryff and colleagues’ definition: ✤ “… a breadth of wellness that includes positive
✤ emphasizes optimum functioning and psychological health ✤ has six (6) dimensions: ✤ personal growth ✤ purpose in life ✤ positive relations ✤ self-acceptance ✤ environmental mastery ✤ autonomy ✤ measurable through the Ryff PWB Scale
✤ mixed methods ✤ qualitative insight —> stories / narratives through
✤ quantitative data —> PWB Scale scores; assessment
✤ N = 16 ✤ N = 14 for final data analysis
✤ data analysis: sources of information about ✤ pagdududa —> analysis of participant narratives ✤ PWB ✤ analysis of pax narratives, viz ✤ PWB scale scores ✤ levels of analysis / comparisons ✤ intra-individual: narrative v. PWB score ✤ intra-sample: narratives of higher v. lower PWB
“...Pero ako talaga yung duda ko, hindi na maalis... Kasi hindi ko na maramdaman na mahal niya ko eh! Mahal niya ko pag nandyan siya, oo! Paano pag wala? Sanay na siya makipagplastikan. Dahil yung mga kasama niya, super tupperware. Kaya nararamdaman ko yung minsan pinaplastic niya ko. Pag nandyan, okay. Lambingan kami oo pero gusto ko maramdaman pag malayo na siya eh. ... Yung ‘I love you’ pag tinext ko siya ng ‘I love you,’ walang reply yun na ‘I love you’ back... parang inuuto na lang ako eh. Para hindi ako mag-isip. Para iparamdam niya sa kin na mahal niya ko. Pero lahat ginagawa ko sa kanya, hangga’t maari sa bahay. Pag umuuwi siya, hangga’t maari ayokong gumagalaw siya. Kahit pagod ako, tatrabahuhin ko eh. … Eh sa akin naman gusto ko lang naman maramdaman na kahit na malayo siya… wala siyang ibang pinagkakabisihan, na may time siya para sakin... Na maramdaman ko na I love you, ganun... at least maramdaman ko na kahit na malayo siya… wala siyang ibang pinagkakabisihan kundi ako, o pamilya ko. Eh hindi eh...
“I grew up in the church. I came from a dysfunctional family. I have a physically present dad but he was very absent. Absent siya sa buhay ko and very abusive… So I grew up feeling
So the church became a place of refuge for me. That’s the church—yan yung place for family, for friendship. Yung authority sa church, the pastor, yung asawa ng pastor. So I was seven when I said ‘I’m going to marry a pastor someday.’ Sabi ko siguro masayang magkaroon ng asawang pastor. …And then I met my husband there. We were married. So I entered marriage with this idealized picture of what is a pastor, what is a pastor’s wife, yung picture ng family ng isang pastor. In the beginning, it was good. But then, my husband became so busy with ministry. He was a very kind, very good husband, very loving husband—wala akong masabi sa kanya except na yung addiction niya ministry. So when it comes to family, wala nang natitira. The story naulit… Ang belief ko noon, you’re supposed to suffer. That’s part of being Christian… Pero even if sinasabi ko yon, and sinasabi namin pareho, nafifeel ko yung stress sa family
Kaming mag-asawa? Nag-uusap kami about the church, the ministry, the weather,
Very superficial… I tell him kung ano yung nangyayari. Pero yung role ko to support him. Parang ako yung backdrop. Kahit saan, sige. Kahit ano, sige. Kasi siya yung pastor, siya yung leader. So doon nag-start yung… I began to see na ‘Teka muna, hindi naman ito yung marriage na hinanap ko, a. Hindi naman ito yung buhay na inisip ko na magiging buhay ko.’… Bakit ganito?
✤ Putative benefits: ✤ more realistic and integrated view of events ✤ sense of having grown as a person ✤ greater self-acceptance ✤ positive relationships (perhaps as consequence of
✤ Putative attributes of a healthy nagdududa: ✤ willingness to stay in the experience* ✤ ability to explore different aspects of issues and
✤ ability to take personal responsibility ✤ Bi-directional effects
*(Bautista, personal communication, October 2014)
✤ Nagdududa remains stuck in the vacillating motion (i.e.
ambivalence, lack of clarity, and indecision) of pagdududa.
✤ Nagdududa has a sense of stagnation, i.e. not having progressed
and grown as a person.
✤ Nagdududa avoids exploring and confronting personal emotion-
laden issues and ultimate concerns.
✤ Nagdududa has lower self-efficacy and confidence, less realistic
view of events, lower self-acceptance, and diminished quality of relationships.
✤ developmental hypothesis ✤ Inappropriate doubting in adults (cognitive measure) can be
predicted by attachment / relational style (Salvador & Parcon,
✤ interpretive utility hypothesis ✤ The dimensions of pagdududa identified in this study’s participant
narratives could also be identified in the narratives of other participant samples, regardless of type of duda.
✤ These dimensions are sufficient to describe the experience of
duda.
✤ PWB v. duda hypothesis (Salvador, ongoing) ✤ Inappropriate doubt (cognitive measure) predicts
✤ Ginhawa hypothesis (Bautista & Salvador, ongoing) ✤ Ginhawa is a culturally relevant construct of
✤ Ginhawa could be measured in the same way that
✤ therapeutic utility hypothesis ✤ Pagdududa, viewed as process and experience, can
✤ using pagdududa as a psychotherapy framework ✤ tracking the mental health outcomes of clients
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